This first day back to school really sucked. I didn't want to be there and the day seemed to take forever! Our break was too short, I hate our school. And semester tests are in a week. Kill me. But I am ready for second semester...certain people are starting to annoy me.

But on a brighter note, I'm getting really excited for the Winter Wonderland dance! I dont' really know why, but I am! And I actually have clothes to wear so I don't have to freak out about that....well I think I'm gonna go.

So this day pretty much sucks. It's New Year's Eve, and I'm sitting at home by myself, wondering if it's too early to go to bed....my life is so exciting it's scary. I wanted to do something tonight but everyone was too "busy" or the weather was too "bad". I drove home and it was fine, and I live out of town. But that's life, one big let down. I guess I should get used to these kinds of nights...the alone kind. Because they've been happening a lot these past few months, and there are sure to be more to come.

Happy New Year...woo hoo

I'm getting really annoyed with life lately.

 I'm sick of school and don't want to go back.

I'm tired of certain people leaving me out of everything, and doing things that are gay, just

because they want to fit in and are trying to be cool.

I'm tired of losing respect for those people and wonder why I even try. 

I'm mad that it's a Friday night and I have nothing better to do than sit here.

 I'm mad that everyone's changing, and I still don't want to. I want things to be like they were last

year....but I think I'm the only one who wants that.

You said you wouldn't do it,

I thought I could believe you,

You just want to be cool,

And be someone I thought you weren't,

You keep ignoring me,

Why should I even try?

If you don't care, then why should I?

This whole week of homecoming was so much fun! It's gonna stink to go back to school this week and have nothing fun to do. The only day that sucked was Friday. Church wasn't fun, and the coronation was just bad. It took way too long. The parade would have been fun if our float that took hours and hours to make hadn't been destroyed by a bunch of stupid guys! Oh and was got 3rd place in the judging! How gay is that!? The game was a lot of fun though. And we actually won! Then I had a volleyball tournament on Saturday and we got 1st place! That was fun. Then we went shopping in Ft. Dodge, that was fun! Then I came home, got ready for the dance, then went to the dance! The dance was a lot of fun too! Some of the music kinda sucked though. But me and Stacie had a lot of fun dancing to our 8 minute song!!! lol And dancin with my girls to 'Mickey' was so much fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But by the end of the night I was very sore! ....well I think I'm gonna go! Bye!